As a father I often question myself. I'm still scared, still over consumed with mere experience, and the fear of failing what should I do? I already have the feelings of not being good enough, or that I may not be what my daughter will think I should. I'm a great person, A caring person. But often clout my self with self doubt, and reasons why I can not succeed. This is a major set back for me. I have the inability to decipher positive from negative a lot of the time. See growing up in a single parent home was never easy, I know people have had it a lot worse than me. I just often feel as if I may fail as a parent, or somehow become my father. I set myself up to succeed but fear failure more than anything. Why do parents fail? How can this be resolved? And what if I do not fail but my daughter takes the wrong turn anyway?
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