Lifes decissions

         I hate to ask but what the hell is life about? Im so confused at points. I play the tough guy with thick skin well, but recently I have fallen apart. I feel as though sometimes i am not anything more than a speck on a giant ball. Who am I supposed to be? What am  I supposed to be? Will I continue to be lost for the rest of my life? I have found happiness finally..... I am open and finally feel  I am happy, I have landed the job of my dreams but Im scared at the same time. I feel as though everything happens for a reason. Im just not sure if the reason out weighs the means of life, but I do know Im tired of living in fear and worrying if Im making the right or wrong decissions. I feel I am finally making the right ones!

whats love

       My true question today for everyone is how do you define love? I have spent years looking for the answer to that very question. I thought settling down and having a family may have been the answer, or caring about another person. But that is not the answer what so ever. Love is a hard to define, and hard to find thing. Once you find it you will know how to define it perfectly. I have always thought I may have known what it felt like to be in love, but honest to god I was clueless. Just recently have I come across my true answer to this question I have longed to know the answer to. 

   As things in life tend to change, so do we but one thing I know for sure is once you find true love you will know it. Her heart beat or his will be in sync with yours, every breath will be in effort to make that one special person happy. Its funny that me of all people is writing this. Minus my daughter I have always felt that I would never have that one special person in my life and now I do. That person can change my day with a smile, and move mountains in my life with mearly words. If she only knew what she has done for my life, maybe just maybe I could one day return that favor. Some people never find love and others burn it or waist it. I cherish it and see what it truly can do for me and those around me. If I had to answer today what is true love here would be my answer,

True love is the ability to love someone unconditionally whiter they have faults or not. True love is that racing in your heart and sureness in your heart, that even when days are the worst you would wish to be with no one other than the person you love!!