Hmmmm...

          It's almost two O'clock in the morning and I cannot seem to sleep. The fact that political season is near an end is tearing at my heals. Our team has just picked up a new candidate for Mayor of Chicago, but that is just one contract. M mind seems to spin as I think of my next sales pitch. My next big move. i would have never had thought at 15 or even 18 for that matter that I would be in the shoes I am now. I'm 25 and a father. I have a wife at home and a family to feed. As a man I know it is my job to make a difference, to ensure security but how? What is it that will finally lead me to financial freedom? Where will I find that comfort zone some often spend their entire life without? Will I spend my entire life chasing a dream that may never be within reach? Or will one of my business ventures take off and lead me to success. I often find myself pondering these very questions. Even now a few day's before I take my daughter on her first Halloween night she will remember. I as a father and husband must be strong. I must make the right choices for my family.

       With another year coming and going, I have to find a venture, a means of existence. I need a sure fire win. Not a hopeful shot in the wind. I need to be that diffrence in my childs future, as my father was not to me.